Aibhlin 2
2004-02-23 at 7:35 p.m.
Dear Grace,
Wel I would tell you what music Im listening to in the background but my tape player is so brass it wont play my Bob Marley tape. I love tapes, I think they are way cool. Sorry I never wrote back for a long time and sorry this isn't on the blue bear paper because believe me I have looked everywhere and Cant find it. It must be something in the water what with your pink book going missing too.
You know Julimans party. She hasn't not invited you and I dont know what you heard about Molly but juliman isnt that nasty.- What she told was the truth she isnt allowed $'s of people to stay at her house. WHy dont you come ice-skating?
And I dont think you are being pushed out by the group but I ma sorry if you feel that way and I can sort of understand because I do get annoyed and think its really ruse when people ignore me or tell me to fuck off- but hey, It happens all the time :) But it doesn't excuse any of us being rude I know so I am really sorry if I am one person who makes you feel this way and I really dont mean to. But, I know something that will make you smile, but you cant ever tell anyone because not even Emma knows and its a secret. IN primary up until year 5 I got picked on by this one boy called James Smith- not that thats the part that will make you smile- but he used to call me bean queen although I dont know where that came from. It used to upset me and
I dont know why because I was stronger than him. But he is the only person I was really intimidated by.- Yeah, kinda would ruin my whole street cred if I told a bunch of people.
:)
I hope you aren't cutting yourself anymore and I know you dont want to talk about it, so if you want to write it to me and I'll never say it to your face. But it is better to talk to me about it, and I know I wont properly understand because I dont believe you can ever fully understand a person, but I can try.x.
I dont know what else to write now, so sorry for blabbering on and for my messy handwriting.
Love,
Aibhlin
x
P.S
ssssssssssssssssssssafe blad init!
2004-02-23 at 7:34 p.m.A letter Aibhlin gave me, prompted by me I believe.
Dear Grace,
My letter in your book was a bit crap, and so was my ohter letter, So ive started again tonight. I dont know if you'll want to "hear" this, or not but tough luck because thats what Im writing. You worry me, because you cry out for help on occaision, make statements that bother me, because as soon as I try to help you, you push me away. And maybe you dont want to tell me because we havent known each other for that long, or maybe thats more of a reason why you'd rather tell me. But, I wish you would tell someone, because keeping it inside isn't that good. And whoever you decide to tell, I will always be here for you to talk to. You can trust me. I promise. x
Whatever it is that upsets you so, or ever makes you cry, I hope it isn't so bad. I hope it goes away.
Love,
Aibhlin
xxx